Song for a Winter’s Night

When you live in Wisconsin, as we do, February is the longest month of the year, despite having only 28 days. It snows at least once a week, the white piles mount higher and higher along the streets and parking lots, and temperatures hover near zero or lower. When you mix in the Covid isolation and our self-imposed austerity (dieting, no drinking or excess spending), it’s a concoction that could be terribly depressing. The urge to get out of the house and do something to fend off cabin fever can become overwhelming, so every day, I set out for a long walk. These solitary excursions remind me that there is beauty in the winter landscape, and that life goes on beneath the gelid surface.

Yesterday, I woke up at 4:30 and checked the online weather page for River Falls. I don’t like to do this, but it’s apparently some sort of requirement in Wisconsin. The same way that other people my age check the obits every morning to see if they’re listed there, each day, people in Wisconsin check the temperature and the snow forecast. They read about the projected snowfall or plummeting temperatures and smile and nod with a strange sort of pride, saying “Ah, yeah; it’s gonna be brutal.”

I usually wait until it gets light and warms up a bit before heading out for a long walk of an hour or more. On Monday, when I woke up, it was 12-below with a wind chill factor of about 20-below. Later, I drove downtown to get some variety in my walk, and when I passed the bank on Main Street, the clock read 8:30 and 8-below zero. By the time I had walked completely around the college campus and returned to my car, though, the sun was warming things up, and the temperature was up to 6-below. The sunshine is bright, giving the illusion of warmth, and it feels great to be outside.

Everyone tells me that it’s been a mild year in terms of snowfall, but there’s well over a foot of the white stuff in the yards, and the plows have pushed it into massive piles that are taller than I am. I hated snow when I lived in Chicago, largely because it turned black and depressing within a day or two. Because of the light traffic and more-frequent snowfalls, though, that doesn’t usually happen here. In fact, this week, a quarter-inch to an inch of snow fell each night, like a fresh coat of paint on a dingy wall. It wasn’t enough to require shoveling, but just enough to make it pretty again. The snow on the streets is packed down and slick, but everywhere else, it’s beautiful and white. In fact, last month, we had a full week of an incredible phenomenon that I had never seen before. It’s called “Rime Ice,” and it’s a special situation where weather conditions create lots of fog, but at night the fog freezes into a crystalline state on everything. The result (see picture above), is a fantastic display of nature at its most beautiful, with ice shining like diamonds on the streets, on top of the snow, and on the branches of trees and bushes.

The weather is cold, but I’m better prepared for my second winter in Wisconsin. My most frequent online purchases have been from Eddie Bauer and L. L. Bean, so I now have good boots and a light-weight coat that claims it will keep me warm in temperatures down to 35-below. I don’t plan on testing that lower extreme, but it’s comforting to know that I could. The boots make it difficult to run, but I walk fast, and they don’t hinder me in that regard. I’ve grown a winter beard, which is also required by law in Wisconsin, so the only part of me that is cold is my pink cheeks above the white beard. I picture myself as a thinner version of Santa Claus as I roll through town. On the coldest days, my tears freeze on my eyelashes, and the condensation from my breath forms little balls of ice on my beard.

On my walk today, I saw one scene that reminded me of a Currier and Ives print from the 1800s. Near the downtown area, a mail-delivery girl, in sunglasses because of the bright sun, was high-stepping her way through the deep snow, trying to reach the mailbox on one particular house. In River Falls, the older sections of town still have boxes attached next to the front doors, and the mail-persons deliver it right to the door. I felt bad that the owners had not shoveled the walk leading to their mailbox, but despite the snow and her heavy load, she had a big smile and greeted me cheerfully. Another great moment occurred a few days ago when we attempted to pick up the kids for a home-school session at our house. A heavy snow and underlying ice made it difficult for Kathleen to get up Ben’s fairly steep driveway. She was stuck halfway in the driveway and halfway in the street. I was frantically trying to shovel the drive and get some salt down because a snow plow was bearing down on us from a block away. Instead of being angry at us for blocking his way, the driver stopped, got out with a big smile, and asked if he could help us. If that same situation had occurred in Chicago, we would have been buried in a shower of snow while the driver flipped us off and sped past. I love River Falls.

One day, I chose the more difficult route along the foot paths that follow the Kinnickinnic River. The river and its South Branch are frozen over, with solid white portions of the surface broken up by shiny sections that look like glass. If you look closely, you can see beneath the surface where the water continues to bubble and move downstream, toward the St. Croix River, seven miles away. Similarly, I saw no animals, but tracks were visible everywhere in the fresh snow, mostly deer, rabbits, and squirrels, with the occasional large paw prints of some critter I hope to avoid. A large tree, which I had noticed weeks ago, now lies parallel to the ground, a victim of the local beavers. The trunk is over a foot in diameter, and I noticed it earlier because you could see that the felling work had begun, with busy teeth cutting a deep vee uniformly around the trunk. Those relentless efforts were eventually rewarded, and the tree came down. Smaller trees in the area have also been chewed down. I edged to the bank of the river, but could see no lodge or dam under construction. Perhaps dam-building is a springtime endeavor. The nearby Powell Dam, about which I had written earlier, is still open, and Lake Louise remains drained. The city recently said that the dam may never be repaired, as the $100,000 cost to fix a dam that they are planning to take down in a few years anyway seems senseless. I was amused by the irony of one dam being scheduled for demolition, while, a quarter-mile downstream, the beavers are preparing to build another.

I paused to contemplate the fact that, beneath the surface, there are probably many animals in hibernation for the winter. This is a fascinating annual condition for many creatures, wherein their cardiovascular systems slow down dramatically, enabling them to conserve energy during times of extreme cold and a lack of food sources. Tree frogs, the greatest hibernators of them all, actually stop breathing and pumping blood completely during the winter. As I walk along the river, I contemplate the possibility that box turtles, bats, birds, and hedgehogs, cousins of the famous Punxsutawney Phil from Pennsylvania, could be hibernating within a few feet of me. A bit more unnerving is the thought that there could be a nest of hundreds, or even thousands, of garter snakes, hibernating and curled together for warmth, in a nest beneath my feet.

I guess the theme here is that while, to all outward appearances, everything is quiet and dormant, there’s a lot going on if you take the time to look closely. Also, despite the snow, ice, and frigid temperatures, this is a beautiful place to call home.

I just read the forecast for tomorrow, and a weather advisory warns that the wind-chill factor will dip down to 50-below zero. Perhaps my new coat will be fully tested after all.

I leave you with a short video. The school at which I taught, Harpeth Hall, has a special program called Winterim in January. For three weeks, the juniors and seniors travel to Europe or other exotic locales, or they serve internships of one sort or another. Meanwhile, the freshmen and sophomores take unique, brief courses that are only taught at that time. I always enjoyed Winterim, because I could teach anything I wanted for those three weeks. Among other courses I created was one I team taught with an irrepressible colleague, Joe Croker. We called it “Songwriting for Guitar,” and we took ten novice musicians and tried to teach them how to play guitar and compose their own songs in just three weeks. In 1999, my second year of teaching that class, we had a remarkable group of freshmen. At the end of the class, we recorded some of the songs they wrote and some cover versions of other songs. I recently found that CD and, this week, I made a film to accompany a version of Gordon Lightfoot’s Song for a Winter’s Night. The four girls were all 14-year-old freshmen, most of whom had never sung in front of others or played guitar before that class. I was amazed at the sophisticated harmonies they worked out for this wonderful song. Enjoy.

Song for a Winter’s Night

20 thoughts on “Song for a Winter’s Night”

    1. Thanks! I was thinking about you this week and the fact that this is your first Valentine’s Day without Don. I meant to send you a box of candy, as he always did, but I forgot. Love you,
      Jack

  1. Your posts absolutely made my day and put a huge smile on my face. I grew up with a lot of snow in Hungary and miss it terribly living in Nashville. Though we never quite had the brutally cold temperatures, but we did have a steady supply of snow through our winters. I am so jealous of your life in River Falls. It sounds absolutely delightful. I also loved your HH reference. Those girls are truly amazingly talented. I always marvel at how many truly talented girls we have at Harpeth Hall. I bet you miss this part of your life a bit sometimes. You were so amazing working with those girls!

    1. Thanks, Dora. If you could forward this to Maddie, she might enjoy hearing her sister singing. I also had Maddie in a Winterim guitar class. I’m guessing you weren’t able to travel this year for Winterim, but I hope you enjoyed it.

  2. The song is beautiful. Very talented girls. Loved the pictures to go with the song. Your description of River Falls is beautiful. You paint a pretty picture!

    1. Thanks! I was playing this song on guitar the other day, and I remembered the wonderful version these girls did of the song. After listening to them, I slinked away and put the guitar back in the case–I couldn’t begin to match what they did. If you guys get Netflix, tell Bruce that we just watched a great, 4-episode series called the Night Stalker. It covers the serial murders of Richard Ramirez, but focuses on the detectives and police work that brought him to justice. I think he’d enjoy it.

  3. Jack, this has absolutely lifted my day. You capture the magic of winter, and the girls’ singing has given me a burst of joy in my work. Extra thanks for you today. Stay warm! Jessica

    1. Thanks, Jessica. I remember feeling so cold when I proctored those ISEE tests in January each year in Nashville. It was probably in the 30s most of those years. It’s all relative! Say hello to your wonderful daughters.

    1. What a wonderful surprise! Great to hear from you. You guys were a terrific group with incredible innate talent. On occasion, I listen to Lightfoot’s or Sara McLaughlin’s versions of the song, and I am always disappointed, since I have your superior version locked in my brain.

      I also recall seeing a video of you singing with the Mercy Birds and wearing what appears to be impossibly high heels–probably from the early 20-teens. I hope you’re doing well and still singing–for fun or profit.

  4. Do not like being a grinch, but I think I will settle for listening to Vivaldi’s “Winter” from the Four Seasons for my seasonal kick. I do miss walks in the snow on windless days. We are plagued with miserable rainy cold days this month in the not so sunny South.

    1. That sounds like Nashville winters–cold enough to be uncomfortable, but with none of the beautiful aspects. Vivaldi’s good. I’ve always had a greater appreciation for well-crafted lyrics than straight instrumentals. I guess that’s why I’ve never had a full appreciation for jazz or classical music.

  5. Jack,
    Today, on Valentines Day, I read your post and was flooded with present thoughts and memories. We lost Mike four years ago today on a not too cold Valentine night in Nashville. It was so sad and yet so sweet to be with him as he left. We had had 40 some years of sweet winters together holding hands .
    Now having moved to Pittsford, NY, I am alone and yet not alone. I am surround by freezing cold temperatures, a foot of snow, with more predicted in the coming days, grandchildren next door and family close by. Having grown up in this area, I have always loved winter and although I loved being with Mike and had a good, full life in Nashville, I was always especially homesick in the winter. Walking down snow covered streets, with huge snow drifts on both sides and the moon shining down, it feels like a winter wonderland. There is something beautiful and magical about winters in small northern towns. The wildlife, the energy you get from a brisk walk, the coming inside to a warm drink and looking out your window at snow falling all the while wrapped in thoughts of gratitude… it is joyful. Your post, the memory of Mike, life in Nashville, our years , the faculty and students we taught at HH, bring tremendous warmth, despite the 12 degrees outside. Your post, the video and song, so beautifully sung by the talented girls I remember fondly, brings more sweetness than sadness into a day I have always found to be bitter/sweet. Thanks for making my day, dear friend!
    Love,
    Rita

    1. Thanks so much for the lovely comment. All along, as I was making the movie, I thought of the song as a perfect one for Valentine’s Day. Your eloquent words pulled it all into focus.

  6. Loved this one, Jack! Very talented singers and a great song. River Falls sounds incredibly peaceful. My brother, Dale, loved St. Croix Falls where he lived for years before he passed away four years ago. His son and daughter are raising their families there. He grandson’s name is River Wilder Waters. I think of how that beautiful place inspired his name.
    Peace, Jack, and stay warm!

    1. We are about an hour south of St. Croix Falls, although we have not been there yet. What a great name! It reminds me of the Phoenix family, with children named River (an actor, best known for “Stand by Me”), Summer, Rain, Liberty, and the best-known sibling, Leaf. Leaf later changed his name to Joaquin and was in “Parenthood,” “Walk the Line” as Johnny Cash, and he received the Academy Award for starring in “Joker.”

  7. Love this post! We sure do miss you at HH. Winterim was somewhat different this year but Jacquie Watlington and Sinclair Kelly did an amazing job making sure each girl had a fantastic experience. My best to you – Scottie

    1. I miss Winterim! Every time I see something new about one of the Kennedys, I make a mental note to add it to my class–then I remember that I don’t teach it any longer. My guess was that you were responsible for letting Audrey know about this blog. She reached out after seeing the film. Thanks for that.

  8. Dear Jack,
    I love snow so your description of your walks was lovely to me. Your talented students were fortunate to have the opportunity to shine in such a fun assignment. I wonder whether they remember that time now? I think they probably do. My best to Kitty. BV

    1. Actually, one of the girls must have been informed of the post, because she reached out in the comments section (Audrey Ball-Guest). I have lots of great memories from the teaching days, and I’m sure you do as well. Take care and stay warm!

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